Monday, February 24, 2014

Breaking through Relationship Bondage

Breaking through Relationship Bondage



You feel a connection with another person on such a deep level.

 You feel as though this person is your Soul mate.

You have been told you have a karmic connection or a soul connection.

 You always feel him or her and your love for them is immense.

You would swim across an ocean and back for them.

The problem is they are not responding toward you in the same way.

When they are in it it’s good but when they fall out they are hurtful and distant.

It is hard to comprehend because you have such a connection with them.

 The hard part is accepting the relationship for what it is or walking away with the fear of losing it.

You are not losing anything if you are not being emotionally fulfilled.

 To make this kind of relationship work is patience and finding balance.

If the person you feel this connection with is not moving fast enough for you then allow them to walk their path alone.

They chose to not fully let you go because they feel this connection also.

They feel you will always be there for them in a crisis of their life.

You cannot always be the go to person if they are not willing to be committed.

This kind of relationship is becoming too popular with my clients.

Even though we have soul connections it doesn’t mean we are meant to be with the person.

You need to think to yourself is this relationship fair and balanced.

You need to ask yourself if this is what you expected and is it fair.

If you answer no and still feel this bond you must truly decide is this worth your life’s time.

 Letting go does not always mean losing.

You will allow the other person the space to change and feel what life is like without you being at their beckon call.

You can also allow this person to make changes that they were not making.

 Being in a relationship takes work and patience.

 If the other person is not participating to better things then you truly need to ask yourself is it worth it?

In time the spiritual connection will fade and not be as strong.

You may feel them but enjoy the feeling of being free.

You cannot be trapped in another person’s spiritual bondage.

Realize that each person within your life is a lesson and a stepping stone toward your future.

 Everything leads to something (good or bad).

 Don’t allow yourself to be somebody’s safe haven when they are not allowing you to look at them as yours.

We are in a time of Universal change and finding your happiness in life should be the mission.

If it is not making you happy try to change it.

If it doesn’t change then it’s time to let go!

 If it’s meant to be it will come back once you set it free.

Truly let go of relationship bondage's…

You deserve someone’s attention not crumbs of what they chose to leave for you…


Blessings,
Melanie

Saturday, February 22, 2014

Transitions



Transitions




We are entering a new energy of balancing our inner emotions, adjustments toward change, and creating harmony within our lives.

We need to let life happen and allow it to develop on its own.

 You are doing your best and need to continue this…

We are in a transitional point of metamorphosing into our life purposes… 

This is for everyone on this planet… 

Trust those nudges of inspiration and thrive…

Let go of the past and rebuild your life on new foundations…

If you do not like your foundations you live on then rebuild…

Do not fall trapped to discouragement…

This is a time to heal our physical and balance our inner emotions…

We are soon to all come out of our current selves…


Blessings,
Melanie


Monday, January 27, 2014

Freedom through psychic healing...




Freedom through Psychic healing…


The Mind Affects The Body…

The Mind Creates Disease…

Emotions create our situations.

 Feeling loved can heal most pain.

 When we are under stress and cannot allow love in our bodies we then start to become inflamed…

Without LOVE or touch we can become stagnant inside…

 Loss of circulation within our soul….

Chakras start to slow down and energy gets stuck within our cells…

This is not the way someone want to feel and live…

When we live in our emotions (anxiety/ Fear) life becomes highly elevated.

This is a curse and a gift all in one…

We can feel everything which in turn can create inflammation within our bodies.

 In time if this inflammation is not diffused it can create a positive A.N.A….

A antibody in the body that cause auto immune situations..

Dysfunctions including fibromyalgia, lupus, arthritis, RA, diabetes, and so on……

 Having these in- balances can then lead to mental disorders and weight gain and then the destruction to other sickness and Dis-Ease…

When our bodies go into flairs it’s because we are repeating old patterns from our lives.

 Past conditioning from our upbringing.

 Old out molded situations that do not serve us.

Or the stubbornness of not listening to our body telling us it wants to change…

We need to learn to let go of emotions which do not serve us.

 Feel the love and the good feelings while letting go of the SHIT!!!!

That is making our bodies sick…

Past pains and conditioning can grasp hold so tightly it makes itself at home in parts of our bodies.

 In growths, tumors, nerves, organs, etc…

Once we can learn to let go of old thought patterns, cut cords of attachments, and force ourselves to change…

Stress, depression, panic, worry, anger, shame, confusion, insecurities, addiction and all negativity will remain…

This is the shit that manifests into chronic pain and illness…..

By working on removing our triggers through therapists, psychics, intuitive coaches, energy healers and doctors our health can be restored…

 Accumulated energy from the past wreaks havoc on our bodies in the now…

 Being emotional can make every nerve in your body electrified…

Invisible tentacles connecting to all you come in contact with…

You are extremely connected to the world…

 Low energy people, places, situations, and all things negative is like feeding poison to your soul…

Removing yourself from as much negativity is the first step toward healing…

 Once you can start the healing process you start to customize your life to heal…

You become the proactive one and the boss of yourself…

Listen to what your body needs and honor and respect it…

change takes time and is not a race…

I believe through cutting cords, releasing negative emotion and healing the body through different modalities our inner fire can subside..

Once we can change!!

Auto immune disorders, mental and physical disabilities and Dis- Ease can be restored to a healthy condition….

Listen to your inner knowing and walk the path that vibrates to your life….

Blessings, Melanie

Monday, November 18, 2013

SEARCHING


 


 
Loneliness has taken over me. I am searching for answers. So many misunderstand me. I have been many things and experienced allot. I am complex and distorting to others. A WHIRL WIND!!!  I AM AN ARTIST!!! Fun and Freaky!!! I noticed people either love me or hate me. No in between. The ones who do love me always suck me dry. What is it about me that creates people to leach? I try so hard to make the best of my life! I ponder why nothing works out or why the problems find me? I have to hide half of who I am half the time. I am so sick of it I decided to give the world my all. I change and get shit from someone else. Why do we have to live for others? Whatever happened to living for yourself? I am my own savior… I have fears that scare people away. I like things that most do not. I do not judge unless judgment is due!!! My life is tainted and I am done. If you don’t like me!!! RUN AWAY!!! I give my pinky and the World wants my whole arm!!! I am scarred and wounded from society. My faith was raped!!! I beg the Universe for help. I am to spiritual for most to understand me. It is a gift and a curse. It depends how I use it. Sometimes I am hidden and sometimes I am put in the spot light. People FUCKING DECIDE what you want from me. I do not hide!!! What u see is what you get. Like I said run now I may scar you!!!
12/2/2007

SUBLIMATION OF FEAR


SUBLIMATION OF FEAR

 

I HAVE BEEN CONFRONTED WITH A NEW WORLD, A NEW WAY OF SEEING AND OF BEING SEEN!

 I AM TIRED OF THE ORDINARY AND HAVE THE STRENGTH TO SUBMERGE INTO THE UNKNOWN.

THIS IS MY TRUE COURAGE AND CONQUEST!

 I WILL ALLOW MY SUBLIMATION OF  FEARS TO GUIDE MY WAY.

 I AM ALLOWING MY HEART TO OPEN TO THE RISKS OF VULNERABILITY AND JOY.

I SHARE THE EMOTIONS OF A CHILD AFRAID OF THE DARK AND THE STRENGTH OF JOAN OF ARC!!!

 I AM AN ANIMAL BY NATURE, WITH RAGE AND COURAGE.

I AM LEARNING TO TRANSCEND WITHIN THE MUNDANE WORLD!

 MY EMOTIONS AND ENERGY ARE INTENSE!!!

BEWARE I MAY SNAP!

I AM CHOOSING TO DO WHAT IS RIGHT FOR MYSELF AND FOR THOSE WHO BELIEVE IN ME…

HAPPINESS HAS HIT ME AND I DO NOT KNOW HOW TO REACT.

I MUST TAME MY IMPATIENT TENDENCIES THAT SOMETIMES HIT!

I KNOW WHAT I WANT FOR THE FEAR OF LOSING IT!!!

MY PAST HAS BRUTALIZED THE WAY I REACT!!! TORTURED, REVENGED, STABBED IN THE HEART…

YOUR KARMA WILL GET YOU THREE FOLD BACK!!!

TRUST ME FOR I HAVE PAID MY KARMIC DEBT!

I SEE THE LOVE AND PAIN WITHIN MY NEW WORLD.

I REFUSE TO LET IT TURN COLD.

I AM LEARNING TO FLY AND REFUSE TO COME BACK DOWN.

I TAKE A DEEP BREATH AND HOLD THE HAND OF THE ANGEL WHO HAS  CREATED ALL OF THIS.

WITH DAMAGED WINGS AND THE SMILE OF A GOD, I SUBMIT TO THE FLIGHT!!! I FEEL THIS IS THE INFINITY THAT HAS BEEN SEARCHING FOR ME.

WHAT HAS DIED HAS BEEN RE-BIRTHED INTO MY NEW REALITY!!!

MY FEAR OF LOVE IS SUBSIDING EACH DAY..

LOVE DOES NOT COME FROM WORDS, IT IS A FEELING FROM AN UNKNOWN SOURCE.

WHEN IT CANNOT BE EXPLAINED I PROMISE IT IS REAL!!!

EACH MISTAKE IS A LESSON FOR THE NEXT.

WE BECOME WISER WITH MORE INTENSE INTENTS.

SOMETIMES WE NEED TO JUMP FROM THE TOWER BURNING DOWN.

WE NEED TO RELEASE OUR FEARS AND TRUST THAT OUR STRENGTHS WILL NOT LET US HIT THE GROUND.

BELIEVE IN THE UNKNOWN AND ASK FOR WHAT YOU WANT!!!

MANIFESTATION IS REAL SO BE CAREFUL OF YOUR THOUGHTS.

I AM GRATEFUL FOR THE MENDING OF MY WINGS.

I AM LEARNING TO FLY AGAIN WITH RAPID SPEED.

HAVE FAITH IN WHAT YOU WANT, FOR IT WILL BE GIVEN.

I ASKED FOR MY HEART TO HEAL AND FOR THE EVILS TO GET OUT.

I REALIZED WHO I CAN TRUST FOR THE WORDS SPOKEN FROM OTHERS MOUTHS.

JEALOUSLY IS REAL AND CAN BRING ONE DOWN.

AS I’VE BENN RECENTLY TOLD!!!

 BE CAREFUL!!!

 I DON’T WANT TO SEE YOU GET HURT!!!

 DON’T LOOK TO DEEP!!!

 IT MAY NOT LAST!!!

FOR ALL WHO HAVE SAID THESE THINGS TO ME, GET THE FUCK OUT!!!

YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I HAVE INCURRED WITHIN MY PAST; THEREFORE, HAVE NO RIGHT STATING THOSE JUDGMENTS UPON ME…

I DESERVE ALL THAT IS IN MY LIFE WITH HAPPINESS AND CONTENTMENT…

 I NEED TO WRITE THIS FOR MY SPOKEN WORDS ARE NOT HEARD…

I WANT TO BE HAPPY AND CONTENT!!!

I OWN WHO I AM; THEREFORE, YOU SHOULD DO THE SAME FOR YOU.

I WISH NO HARM FOR THOSE I SHUT OUT!!!

I JUST CANNOT GIVE MYSELF TO EVERYBODY ELSE.

I HAVE DEDICATED MY WORLD TO WHAT IS RIGHT FOR ME…

IF YOU THINK I AM A BITCH, PETTY OR RUDE, YOU WERE NEVER MY TRUE FRIEND; THEREFORE, YOU'RE NOT MEANT FOR ME!!!

IF YOU LIE UPON LIE, IT IS NOT MY PLACE TO COVER FOR YOU!!!

BE HONEST TO WHO YOU ARE AND THE TRUTH WILL NEVER HURT YOU!!!

I HAVE CHANGED AND AM PROUD OF WHAT I HAVE DONE!!!

I REFUSE TO BE TAKEN FOR GRANTED AND WILL HELP THE DESERVING TRUE SOULS.

 I AM A NATURALLY EMPATHIC SO I FEEL IT ALL…

I HAVE WEEDED MY GARDEN AND NOW IT IS CLEAN!!!

I LOOK FORWARD TO THIS NEW WAY OF LIFE THAT HAS BEEN CHOSEN FOR ME…
1/12/2008
 

Old Blog.....


I appreciate all who have taken away a teaching or an epiphany from my writing…

I write from my truth and am blunt to you all…

To understand my words you must look deep…

Stop living on the superficial surfaces and get real!!!

Open up your eyes!!!

There are signs all around…

Answers to your thoughts just lying around…

I have experienced allot!!!

So what if I am depressed!!!

HELL ON EARTH!!!

JUDGMENT DAYS TO COME!!!

KARMA RETURNS!!!

These are cycles one must overcome in the eyes of the UNIVERSE!!!

I choose to live in reality and not the fake.

I refuse to waste time and play games…

My intuition is strong ;therefore, my patience wears thin!!!

I refuse to live my life sleepwalking or amongst others who choose this way…

We know far more than we know we know!!!

I have entered my shadowy and unknown spaces…

Most fear to travel these places within themselves!!!

Words are limited; therefore, we must learn how to feel more!!!

I have owned my life forever “REMEMBER THAT”

I am offered keys into my life, it is up to me to turn them!!!

Through revelation and experience is what leads me into the future…

I refuse to recycle my baggage!!!

I have changed so don’t try to hard to figure me out!!!

If you don’t understand, give up!!!

I may become a sudden train wreck!!!

It is all or nothing I have come to realize that…

MELANIE

 

ABUNDANTLY BEAUTIFUL TEARS!!!


 

 

The beauty of water so cool and healing…

Running through my hands and down my body…

I drink its coolness with hope and healing…

A gift from the great Mother most take for granted!

My tears flow regularly down my cheeks…

Fear comes from others when they see my emotional release…

I feel gifted I can heal with the water that come out  from within…

I honor my tears with joy and bliss…

Water is the fluid of transformation!

Our lives are usually in a content or frantic state?

We need both to realize what we feel emotionally…

Tears of joy!

Tears of sadness!

Tears help us feel; therefore, heal!!!

Humanity needs to release and remove the taboo of emotions!!!

As the water flows from a natural water fall over my body, I feel alive!!!

I run to it with excitement for all it will heal…

I thank the water for removing many pains from my life…

Water is a rush as is life…

It can remove negative with a blast…

Even the most tragic storms have healing in the end…

The Universe has its master plan…

Open your emotions and you may catch my drift…

Love, Melanie
May 1, 2008