I watch with discernment at all times. The simplicity of
life has lost its touch. We live in absurd complexities. Simplicity is not at
all simple. Is it that everyone wants something without earning it? Is it that
karmic lessons are being taught on a larger scales to those who refuse to wake
up? How much longer can we survive in a world of instability? I have seen it
all without disillusionment. I stand alone with very few in my clan. I seek to
find my soul tribe. Those kindred spirits who make life magical. To some I
speak like a freak or I speak as a teacher. I have been studying my craft for decades.
I am proud of all I have accomplished. I am even proud of my mistakes which
turned into strengths. My inner complexities make up all that I am. I admit my
wrongs and forgive when I feel peace. I have earned all I have done. Life for
me has never been an easy street. I know I have lived many lifetimes. I
know I have lived 2 lifetimes in this lifetime. I seek spirituality first
and foremost in my life. I am not one dimensional or single minded. The
eclectic combination of many life times has made me who I am. I have been
foolish and naive when trusting people. I always see the good first in someone.
Once they prove me different I then discern the friendship to be true or false.
People wear masks very well. I have found myself in a world of the closed minded.
I want to be understood in a sea of the egotistical mind. I am silly to expect
this. With patience and discernment I let go of being understood. As long as I
know who I am in my soul is good enough for me. I need to learn to love myself
with unconditional love. With love and reasoning any lost cause can be saved.
Hate and anger is not a popular trend to glorify! Life is filled with
sensitivity. I will chose to thicken my skin a tad. Not too much so I don’t
feel, just enough to protect myself from the disease of others Ego’s…
We must always be teachable and humble. It’s time to learn
and to be open to expanding our mind. Like a child who had awe and excitement
for life. Even some kids now a days lost this… Life is about lessons. The
ability to learn and improve our gifts and talents. The answers are always
within us. Sometimes we lose sight and cannot see within ourselves. Patience is
simple but so complex for many. Too many people want instant gratification!
Instant success. We forget that we all must go through a learning
process. We are not all prodigies’!
We all have the ability to succeed if we allow practice and
patience to become part of the process…
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Blessings,
Melanie
